This Solitary Moment

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

First day of school was not what i actually expected, but friends exchanging "hellos" instead of "goodbyes" was something i appreciated & cherished. Like my title above, "I'm never good at goodbyes." I just bid goodbye to 2007 recently, and it truly hurts me to move on to a new year and not realizing what is in store for you. I will always remember the good & memorable times i had in 2007, it was truly amazing. I wished i could never mention goodbye to anyone ever, it scares me.

Moving on, to be frank, I'm quite happy with my teachers this year, it's a blessing to have wonderful teachers. Instead of those days in Primary School where you had to curse&swear on every teacher that teaches you. Well, i remember, i did. Senior year this year, it's time to be a big girl now. Being appointed class captain. Once again, i have to repeat to myself that i would not fail in taking up a responsibility again. Having failed in Secondary 1 &3. I reckon that attire check is troublesome enough, i do believe that ground rules should be set but not to the extreme. It's time to strive hard this year, i need to pull back my focus now and not be pre-occupied by other (distractions). I just want to mention, I'm pretty upset today. Some of you might understand why, I'm truly disappointed in you. Forgetting, it's not simple. Tomorrow will be a better day, i swear.

I took a lonely ride home, w/ a terrible heart broken.