It Seems I've Found The Road To No Where

For you to hold on to,
For you to belong to.

I'm sorry for mia-ing > :(
I have been really upset over the past few days, i'm really tired when people say i'm not good enough and i'm really tired about matters that keeps my happiness at bay. Recently, tests over the weeks, am tired enough. For the record, i have never imagined myself to be someone with such low resillience to move on. A dissapointment, will always be a dissapointment.

Moving on, just last week we had study skills after school on Tuesday. I believe when you're 16, you're absolutely sure that it's time to start studying, i doubt this workshop will give a kick to my studying habits. Yes, a queer i am. Wednesday after school, went to Holland to raid the whole of Cold Storage. Pushing 2 carts along tiny sideways, it was fun (: Miki, Swenn, Veron, Grace & I went to buy our Baking ingredients for that coming Saturday. The rest of the week was studying, and more studying. I tire myself so much that i fail to get to sleep peacefully every night. I have been dreaming of things so familiar but yet so foreign at the same time.

Saturday was rather fun, baking with the girls > :) Miki, Swenn, Veron, Jacq, Grace, Ben & Jerrell came over my place. We supposed to baked Cupcakes and Pineapple Tarts but rather, we forgot to add sugar to our cupcakes > :[ (*&^%$) Yes, rather upsetting. I was telling myself how stupid i was when Swenn asked me what 5 ounce was. We sat there fo 5 minutes, staring at each other in silence, just what is 5 ounces damnit?! However, the pineapple tarts were so overrated. But! Success it was, yes? The paste were equally cheapskate. But the dough were so yummy that i could stuff 50 of them into my mouth at one shot =p Tsk. Yes, self praise, it makes me really happy :] Beside the baking fanatic, we ordered Pizza from Saprinos and i pretty much enjoyed myself with my girlfriends, baking, laughing, eating and screaming > :) Pictures will be uploaded in the next post, thankyou. After our failure to bake a cupcake, went to SG to have dinner with Jerrell & Ben. Fun, long and tiring day with my squashed pineapple tarts and my "No sugar" cupcakes still left in the fridge. Care for some? I'll be delighted to bring them to school :D

Vday's coming really soon, i don't feel that it is as special anymore. It seems like another year on 14 feb where lovers meet up and exchange their sweet romantic love for each other. How sweet? Yes, that was &^%$# years ago since i felt like that. And yes, if i decide to have a bunny, i would like to name it Xiao Long Bao or maybe Snowball :] I remember the last time i had a rabbit, it died after one another > :( Tragic. Okay pointless entry =p

For the record, my exlim camera (bought just last year) is down for repair or maybe, i would have to get a new one. And, yes. Relief, my iPhone is going to work really soon and i can just throw this Nokia flip cellphone really soon!!! And yes, i am going to sell my "no scratches" PSP, i would like a pink DS now > :( Oh my goodness, how weird am i?

Insomnia, exhaustion?!