Emotionally Drained

School re-opened yesterday, plenty of tests to revise for, term 2 is just as pressurizing >:( Baby and i get to spend less time with each other now that studying is just 3/4 of our life for now ): I seriously need to buck up on my work. I'm slacking so much that my results are not just what i expected. Anyway, today, i was late for school, roar. After school, had prattttaaaa for lunch with baby, miki & veronica :) And later, napha test. I'm so fat right now, i need to loose weight. Maybe i should seriously try slimming pills =p =p It may probably work for me. Haa :D

I just honestly dislike the fact of her hitting you or scrugging you on your shoulders, i hate it when she lays her hands on you. You jolly well know i dislike her so much, but still, in front of me?

Opening of Singapore Fly Wheel:

Russell Chew's sweet sixteen:

Birthday cakes from coffee bean :]Cute weights =p
Russell's gifts from the clique :]
:)

baby, me, swenn, veron
Birthday Boyyyy ;)
Chawanmushi
Bufffetttt
Tasted weirrrrd
Coloured plates
more coloured plates =p
Retarded baby =p
My smelly boy :]
Baby, i'll always love you :)

I don't want you to leave me, even if it's for a day, weeks and even months. I'm just not ready to wake up every morning having this feeling of being way apart from you. I just hope i could fast forward our lives when you finally have the freedom to decide and for me to choose. Not a single worry would be kept at bay when we're finally together baby. I just feel so lost without you now. I'm sorry for being so selfish and unreasonable but i seriously don't want you to leave abroad, even though it's just some holiday. Ever since the time i was in america, it was a killer without you. I told myself verbally that i'll never want to hurt myself like this again. The thought of being without you for those few weeks just honestly makes me feel so pressured and stressed up. I want to be able to wake up and hear your voice each morning and read your good morning messages each new day. Baby, i really love you so much. I just don't want to have the feeling of loosing you. Especially the fear of you changing your character. Please baby. I love you. Well, it's only a matter of time anyway.