Wonderline Highway Rides: There Were Moments of Gold

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

through darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush now
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel
With love

Let the rain come down
And wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul
And drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun
A new day has come
A new day has come

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain, now there's joy
Where there was weakness I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush now
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by and angel
With love

Let the rain come down
And wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul
And drown my fears
Let it shatter the wall
For a new sun
A new day has come
A new day has come

Absolutely soothing lyrics, i'm so in the mood for Celine Dion right now. Regretted not begging my dad to go for Celine's A New Day Concert when we were at Las Vegas > :(

So much has happened, i don't know where to start. I have many pictures to upload (CNY, DXO, class outing, baking, vday & etc.) However, i need time to transfer the pictures as my SD card is becoming problematic > :[ I feel like getting my dog to chew on it. So, for now will just be words and some pictures from my iPhone :)

Chinese New Year this year was rather interesting although my red packet collection did not increase at all ): Why is everyone being so stingy these days? Maybe they forgot it was Chinese New Year and last minute find some dumb NTUC red UGLY packet and put 4-6 bucks in it, what's with all these people?! You should just watch me tear my red packets open. I just start screaming each time i open a cheapskate packet with cheap cash in it > :[ Anyway, my cheongsum totally made me look like a china doll princess =p That's what almost everybody said, sadly. Well, family pictures and paying respect to my parents in the morning and getting red packet in return, in the morning was the best part :D Later, headed down to my grandmother's place for lunch and later to my uncle ronnie's place for dinner. Played cards and mannaged to catch up with my cousins and lots of picture taking. In the late evening, drove down to my Godparents's place to meet for steamboat and family pictures (every year routine). Somehow, i was in a really bad mood, thanks to irresponsible and childish adults who acts as if they know everything. I'm talking about my mother's youngest sister > :( And, i think i have "Lao Yu Sheng" over 10 times over this CNY period :] I must be rich and prosperous soon!

Chinese New Year second day was held at my place (father's side only) This time, my friends were around and baby came along too :D Elizabeth, Bianca, Swenn, Mervyn, Darran, Ridge and baby had dinner at my place. We supposed to play mahjong but we were missing some tiles, so we played cards and some dice game with my cousins. I'm really happy baby was able to celebrate CNY with me and my relatives :] Saturday, went to my cousin's house for lunch and later headed to esplanade DXO to meet Mervyn, Swenn, Elize and Bianca. We saw Ashely's and Joel Tang's band perform. DXO is super stuffy and small, go upgrade or something yo. Had ice-cream with friends and shop. In the late evening, met baby for dinner. Sunday was dinner at my cousin's place. I totally enjoyed this stretch of days with my relatives and close friends just gathering together. This year's CNY was indeed fun and fufilling :]

"Lou Hei" with friends :]

Monday was doing some Vday shopping with Renia, Miki & Veronica :) Bought baby's present. It's called Pancake. We have couple bears now :) Tuesday, we had class excursion to semauka landfill. We took to a private yatch with VIP room, open air seats and sofa seats with tables in there (40 mins) ride together with 4H. My class mannaged to bond a lot (: Took many pictures too & group pictures. Wednesday, rushed home after school to bake cookies with my maid for my friends & baby for vday, sweet :) Heartshaped & teddybear shaped cookies, lovely & made with love. Thursday was vday itself, as overated as it sounds, it wasn't too bad. Thanks baby for Mousey, the lovely card and the pretty bouquet of roses! I love it so much & i love you too! Mousey is just adorable, i sleep with it every night! Thank you friends for your small but sentimental gifts. Managged to spend the entire day with baby x1000000 happy!

Marina Bay

Heartshaped Rock

One degree 15

Best of friends (:

Miki :]
Cupcake & Pancake
Couple bears :]
Pancake with bouquet of roses :)
:D

Mousey with card & roses

So cute!

It was not watered the entire day > :(

Mousey's cerfiticate from Build A Bear Workshop > :)

Awww, the stuffed toys that baby has gotten for me :]

Candy love

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
But I banished every memory
You and I had ever made

- Do you realize how much this friendship of 10 years meant to me? You could choose a barely even know boyfriend of less than a year over a friend whom shared the good & bad times with. Yes, a long way we've come indeed. But sadly, you threw them all away, don't regret it cause it's already too late to change things. You can say that we are both equally treated but you proved otherwise. You didn't show a single care or concern but yet, you want me to understand you? Understand that you're sandwiched between the two of us? In other words, you cannot choose between us? After years, you can tell me that? Wow, just wow. After everything he has done to me and hurt me, you were right there. You still can continue to tell me to understand you? Did you even understand me? Who is the one treated like a dog? Who is the one who has been calling me every morning to check where am i, you are the one who wanted to call. You are the one always pulling me around because you cannot be on your own. Yes it's normal for friends, so why do you refer to yourself as being treated like a dog? After these years, you can just say this without thinking? I don't want this friendship anymore, i really do not want it. Please don't regret it. For this last 2 years, we are just considered as classmates and not even friends. I have just banished this memory of 10 years away, so don't remind me of it. You chose this route, you chose to hurt me and cast me away. However, you will always be a part of my memory no matter what.

Finally, i updated on my make-up set (spent 40 bucks on it) and trim eyebrowns :) I need to get my grandmother's & russ' birthday presents soon > :/ Peace!