I'm Hurting Inside

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open...

Sorry for MIA for a really long time =p I was busy with school, class tests, CNY visiting, Valentines Day and etc. Why, i have to say, i have many pictures to upload! So, i'll do it slowly :] Patience yo, anyway, recently i have been experiencing a cold rush in an emotional rollercoaster. Many things have happened and i do not know where to start. And oh, i regretted not going to Ah meng's funeral >:( I promise to pay a visit to the zoo asap! :[ And, before i forget. My iPhone is finally fixed, i'm really happy now :D However, i lost all my contacts ]: so do update me yeah.

Recent cravings > =

Last Monday and Tuesday was busy studying for common tests > :( There's more coming and i need to find a new tuition teacher really soon. Anyone can introduce? Heh. Okay, Wednesday was Racial Harmony cum Total defence celebration in school. I was in charge of decorating classroom, it was a last-minute thing. However, it was still great with the help of my classmates. John came back too, hahaha. Mannage to catch up with many of my old friends and classmates at the same time, we need a reunion! After school, went to Sentosa with baby to celebrate our One Year Anniversary :] Omg, best date with him and i'm so happy with how far we've come. Ate ate sakae, skyride, luge, Images of Singapore, beaching and taking lots of pictures >:) Came home in the evening for reunion dinner with my dad's side. We had steamboat from Ship Restaurant. I'll let the pictures do more of the talking now:

> The mouse are really cutttteee :]
> Classroom Decoration (last-minute)
> tiff, aiysha, tiara
> tiff, aiysha, miki, tiara
> Four(g) :D> 4g's notice-board :]
>Pictures - clique & c-mates.
> Chermaine and Weizheng :D
> Omg, i miss you guys x1000000!
> Elizabeth & Bianca :]
> Chinese New Year celebration in school.
> Zara, Jiaqi, Tiffany :) Loveyou.
> Miki, Mr Paul T, Mervyn, Tiff!
> I love my c-mates!
> W/ Mr.sim (:
> tiff, shreedhya, bella > Unphotographed
> Sentosa skytrain station
> In the skytrain with baby
> Happy One Year Anniversary Baby! > Lunch at Sakae Sushi
> Greentea & sushis
> Side orders
> Coloured plates
> Skyride
On the skyride with baby :)
> View from the top
> Empty skyrides
> Skytower
> I swear i will NEVER enter there.
> Entrance for skytower > Images of Singapore
> Pink flowers!!!
> Entrance
> Inside Images of Singapore
Loveyou sweetie (:

Wax in Images of Singapore:

> Weird ang moh with a freakishly yellow snake =p

> We took the luggggee :D

> Senic

> =p

> Siloso Beach :]

> Hot, extremely hot day.

> Lou hei worxz

> Mixing the ingredients :D

> Steamboat at my place :D

> Dishes

That's all for now, i'll update more soon :]

Am i not more important than your friends? Sometimes, i just cannot understand you, your selfish and self-centeredness nature, it just upsets and hurt me deeply. Glad you enjoyed your time with your friends today, i rather you keep doing this. Cos i don't feel your happiness when you're right beside me > :( - crys.

Dress To Impress

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
Lips for biting.
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
Eyes for striking.
Now I'm twisted up when I'm twisted with you
Brush so lightly
And time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
Squeeze so tightly.
I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
This moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
We'll dance inside the song..

I swear i'll never enter the routes of China Town ever again. Yesterday, baby accompanied me to China Town to search for my Cheong Sum. Squeezing through the crowds and it started pouring. It took me almost 2 hours to find my Cheong Sum although it wasn't the exact pattern that i wanted. Baby thinks i'm not flexible enough >:( The one i wanted is a black piece with red sequence but instead, i bought a black dress with golden-red sequence >:( Still, it's so pretty!

Moving on, went to Orchard to shop with baby, he wanted to find his shoe. I didn't buy anything though. I just don't understand where all the pretty heels and pumps has gone to this year >:( In LA, there are so many pretty ones there and i just dislike Singapore fashion so much that i feel like killing all the fashion designers now. Had lunch with baby at Far East and we bus-ed to Holland V road about 630. My mom's side reunion dinner was at FRIENDS Holland Road. Pretty near baby's place. This year was pretty much different. Instead of those traditional chinese dinner during CNY, we had fine western dinning. Good food, good service. I'll let the pictures do the talking now.

Table setting
Our special menu
Chinese tradition? Stares.
Relatives
Supposed to bring good luck and prosperity. Right.

Cousins
Messy
Breaddddd :]
White Wine
Suffering from a hangover

Appertizer salad
Hi brotherrrrrr
Supp yo.
Soupppp :]
I'm daddy's princess :p Uncles + me
Chicken Main Course
Fish Main Course
Steak Main Course
I had fishhhhh >:)

Hello Love
Cousins + Godparents
Strawberry with Cream Cheese

And oh, Jacqueline should be in Europe now>:( Miss you buddddy! I have Math, Chinese, Chemistry test next week and Chinese New Year celebrations. Busy, busy week. I'm going to study now. Peace!

When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby.

Here are the pictures, as promised :)

Bus Rides:

>I'm missing my long pretty curly hair >:(
>On the way to town

Classmates:

>C-mates before Study Skills

>Whitespace (supposed to be studying)

Shreedhyaaaaa Bomber!

Baking at my place:

Preparations
The girls

Preparing the dough

The chocolate dough without sugar =p
Preparing Pineapple tarts
Glazing the tarts
Pineapple paste
Pineapple Tarts (original shape)

After baking the tarts

Mini Chocolate Cupcakes
Hi Jacqueline!
Cute cookie cutter :]
Original Cupcakes with Icings
Stuffing the dough
Cocoa powder :]
All of us
:)
Finding the egg

Messy Table top

Wednesday after school, went to PS with Renia, Miki, Veron, Jerrell and Alex. Supposed to repair my camera and bought fake eyelashes.

Thursday was a half-day, went to baby's place after school. Met Renia and Miki at Bugis to shop. Went to trim my eyebrowns and bought eyeliner, hair-ties, cardigan and a dress from Voila. In the evening, my parents brought me to China Town to search for my Cheong Sum, unfortunately, they only have Small Size for the pattern that i wanted >:( Bought pink flip flops, eyebrown pencil, pink slide mirror, loreal eyeshadow, heartshaped necklace and a brown shawl >:) x1000000 happy besides my Cheong Sum hunting. China Town was really packed.

New Make-up set

Loreal Eyeshadower

Groan, I'm hungry.